Letting it out...

Some days you just have to let out all the hurt, frustration, tears that seem never ending.

I find myself depressed more than I'm happy (what a good example of Christ am I)! Days seem never ending, rolling one into another so that I can't tell what end is up.

You can only move forward, but how? How do you move when your stuck? Or feel it anyway.

All I wanted was love, a home, a family of my own... is that really so much to ask for? Guess so... All I've got is being used, can't have a "family" thanks to the one who was supposed to love and take care of me (was lifting to much heavy stuff after my surgery now I can't have kids because of it), and feeling worthless.

Time for a good cry in the shower. Some days I can take it... tonight not so much.

Sunday Psalms

Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the wicked, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the set of scoffers; 2 but his delight is in the light of the Lord, and the law which he meditates day and night.
3 He is like a tree planted by streams of water that yields his fruit in it's season. And it's leaf does not wither. In all that he does, he prospers. 4 The wicked are not so, but are like chaff that the wind blows away.

5 There for the wicked will not stand in the day of judgement, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous; 6 for the Lord knows the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked will perish. ESV



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Dentists

You know, when you find a good dentist keep them!

My latest trip to the dentist shop of horrors has left me so numb I can't control the muscles on the right side of my face.
On the bright side, this guy had a sense of humor. Coming in after he had numbed me, he said "are you numb? Good, now you enter the torture chamber!" laughing all the while. Then it was "if you feel pain raise your hand, do not jump, hit, or try to talk. I don't want to hurt you but I will and have no problem doing it." said half laughing half serious.

I have to say this time at least they were laughing, the time before it was " if you hurt my sister, I kill you." said in a Russian accent. I some how could picture this assistant in the Russian mob. And that only goes to show you how the FB game Mobsters or whatever it's called has gotten to me. :-)

On a happy note I did get to have some good times looking and dreaming about the fabric I would buy if I had the $$$$.






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Blogging gone mobile

Maybe I'll be a better blogger if I can use this. Seems as though I can never be on a computer long enough to write or do anything I enjoy.

So we'll give this ago... :)


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It's Been Awhile...

Well it's been a good long while since I've been in blog land. Ever so much has gone on and happened. To much to bother to tell and retell.

Happy Valentines Day!!!!!!!!!!!!

Terri Clark...

So this weekend I've been on a youtube kick again... :) My favorites of Terri Clark...







and now back to sewing....

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving to one and all! If your traveling be careful and enjoy your holiday! If you are dairy farming... I hope your chores have gone off without incident, the girls don't go walk about (that's what happens here most holidays), your equipment keeps running and that you can rest and enjoy the day.

As for me it's a typical Thanksgiving... my chores are done, turkey is going, dayquil taken, and I'm counting my blessing and being thankful for those far and near. Maybe I'll get caught up on some sewing this weekend. :) I can hope can't I?!