By something, someone, any thing... I long for something totally awesome to happen... something good. I'm tired of tears, heartache and heartbreak, frustration, complaining (my own), longing, and I'm just tired in general.
I don't want anyone to think that I don't count my blessings, I know them all to well. There is just this feeling, a knowing in my inner self that there is something better, something more... I just don't know how long one is supposed to hold on before they can't anymore. Maybe your not supposed to hold on forever. Maybe your supposed to fall so you can be truly held and find the peace that passed all understanding. I don't know... It's hard to let go, it's even scary... really scary.
Yes you could say I'm having a hard day... days, weeks, months, years... *smiling a wobbly smile*